Yayyy thank you Zhariff :)

Words can't describe what I'm feeling right now. I'm so happy. We're together back. Hehe. And, I'm gonna change, and I will prove it to you! I'll do it in my own way, just wait and see okay baby? Lapchu lapchu. I'm always happy by your side sayang no matter what had happened, Zhariff, I promise. And baby, I do really love you with all my heart, but please don't break my heart even once. And, whatever gonna happens after this, I will hold you tightly sayang, and sorry I tk matang, bila gaduh jea, gedik punya suara keluar, sorry sayang. And, I will do my Geo! Tinggal lagi one page to go! Nnt reach school, I'll borrow my friend punya buku and copy. Hope that we can meet everyday like we always do! I really really miss you. The most I really miss about you is, when you're sulk with me, aww comelnya dia merajuk, hihi lapchu macha! After this, orang nak complain kita sweet ke apa ke, biarkan mereka. And bie, please please please begging you ni, apa pun orang nak cakap pasal kita, biarkan okay? Tu jelah test yg paling bangang we have ever been through. Semua nak sibuk pasal relationship kita, kenapa? Sbb dorang tkdalah boo. Hehe. Believe me, when I'm 25 years old, kita kahwin! Ceh budak ni. Lap chu so much, thisssss muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :D 

Fara sangat rindu kamu, Zhariff

I miss you. Tu jea Farah mampu nak cakap dekat Zhariff. Hope Zhariff baca okay this post. Susah sgt nak percaya you leave me. Fuyo. Fara tk nangis. Yeah, I'm learning how to be a strong girl. It's all because of you. Fara dh berubah, serious. Fara mcm tkda perasaan dh now. Tktau lah kenapa. Kalau Zhariff tknk terima Fara balik tkpa, but at least faham apa yg Fara rasa. Fara sayangkan Zhariff. Hope you'll be more happier than always. Walaupun suatu hari nnt, Fara dh dapat pengganti yg baru, doesn't mean that, Fara tk sayang Zhariff. Fara sayang Zhariff, tapi sampai bila nak mcmtu kan? If you need someone, I'll be your clown. If you need to cry, I'll be there to wipe your tears and lend you my shoulders. We can be bestfriend pun kan! Hihi. Jaga diri, Zhariff. Love you. 

Tears, stop falling down :(

Zhariff, words can't describe what I'm feeling now towards you. I miss you like hell. Zhariff, Farah tk pernah jadi macam ni tau. Sorry if Farah kacau hidup Zhariff. But I want you to know that, I'll keep on waiting for you, I love you. 

Ya Allah, I want to be strong :(

Zhariff, Farah rindu awak tau. Awak jaga diri. Jaga makan minum awak. Zhariff, I miss you this much :( 

Zhariff Azman saya punya again :)

Zhariff, saya mintak maaf kalau saya selalu buat awak sedih, marah dan tersentuh. Saya cinta awak, saya tk pernah benci awak walaupun sekali. Saya tk bodoh, nak tinggalkan awak mcmtu jea. Saya selalu duduk sorang-sorang dekat sofa kita tu dan teringat memori kita bersama, saya ingat awak bila baring dekat sofa tu dan saya akan menangis, ingat tk masa Super Saver? I tetiba nangis? Sbb I rindu you sangat oh! Saya janji, awak sorang jea, Zhariff. Awak sorang jea yg faham saya, yg boleh buat saya senyum dan ketawa sepanjang masa. Zhariff, please change? Just for me? Saya bukan nak sakitkan hati awak tau, saya nak betulkan hubungan kita. Awak ingat tk kenal macam mana? Hihihi. Ketam and SPM. Saya ingat tu lagi :) Saya cinta awak, dan takkan pernah ada cinta lain selain cinta awak. Saya selalu jea tertidur malam-malam kan? Awak perasan tk saya bangun pukul berapa? Hmm, sorry awak. Sekarang, saya bangun pukul 7, ikut papa pergi office, tk tidur pun saya, saya online je, pastu kena pergi sekolah. Balik sekolah, penat. Sorry awak :(    

Sweet love

Kita bila lagi? :D

Fara rindu Zhariff :(

From the moment I first met you, I knew that I wanted you in my life. Someone willing to fight for me, someone to make me smile and someone who I know truly loves me. You're in my thoughts, my dreams, and every breath I take. You're always there to pick me up when I fall, and to dry my tears. Thank you, macha. I love you.